My dad woke me up at 8 AM sharp as he usually does when I come home on the weekends. It’s so sad that he does, but oh wells. So I was awake for a bit and then as soon as my sister got dropped off at work and the pancakes were done and eaten, we headed to Pomona to get our taxes done. It was raining and pouring and freezing cold!! It really was the worst. We were doing good timing and we were going to start heading back at around 1:15, but then my parents decide to stop by at the asian market and buy fish..live fish that my dad had to get in there and fish himself. LOL! Although it was kinda sad the way that they were just flopping around and dying with every breath of air they took.. But anyways we ended up getting home like at 3:50ish, and I took a super quick shower and headed over to my friend Eric’s. He’s leaving to Missouri on Tuesday and today was his farewell kickback thingy. So that was good, I’m glad I got to see him and say good bye. He’s a good kid and an even grater friend. The only bad things was flipping Raffi and his stupid jokes and Alexis, who are just overall douches. But whatever, I got to call Alexis a clown and lazy so hoorah for me! :) LOL Well then I got home and straightened my hair and my baby picked me up so I could go meet the in-laws! Scary indeed! But I liked em, they were nice even though I was super rude and was only there for like 15 minutes because of my parents and their darn ways. Worst of all, I only got to see Jason for a super short time. :( But well, then I was on my way back to UCR when I got a txt saying that there was a power outage at the dorms and we had to sleep on the floor of the REC center or the dining halls. So we did a u-turn and I’m stuck in Victorville until tomorrow morning. So, all in all, today sorta went as planned, but not really. I think if I could have spent just a little more time with the boyfrenn, my day would have been perfect. But well, it didn’t happen that way and now I’m stuck doing homework at home home. So wish me luck and pray so that I don’t go crazy! LOL!!!
“In man, the shedding of blood is always associated with injury, disease, or death. Only the female half of humanity was seen to have the magical ability to bleed profusely and still rise phoenix-like each month from the gore.”—
I’m too excited to sleep. My baby came over after I was done with classes, and oh how I missed his face! I was so happy having him here. Just hug him, kiss him, lay in his arms, and try to push him off my bed. LOL! He makes me happy, I know I’ve said this over and over and over again and it prolly has gotten annoying by now, but well it’s the truth. Although he lives back home and about an hour away, we don’t fight with eachother. I guess it’s just all the trust, I can’t find a single flaw in him. Sometimes I feel like it’s too perfect..like from one second to the next it’s all going to shatter, because according to my past..not one good thing lasts forever. I dread that moment, with all my heart. I know I got a good thing, though, God blessed me with him. So tonight I’m happy with having seen him, with just laying here and talking, of staring into his eyes and hearing him whisper in my ear, and of going out to dinner and a movie. It’s the best feeling in the world, I don’t have specific words to describe it.
And now that he’s gone back, I miss him..like crazy! I wish I would have never gotten out of that car. But oh wells, I pray to God for wisdom so that I may keep him always. Can’t wait for FOREVER & EVER! <3
as usual is someone who is deeply inspiring. She plays with words and finds ways of writing that make me jealous..and I’m an English major D: Her wisdom and intellect is way beyond her own years and mine..she is the person I want to grow up to be. I miss her like crazy when I come to UCR, it kinda sucks that she doesn’t log on to facebook or texts me as much as I wish she did, so then we could talk and it would be like I never left. But well point is, she introduced Tumblr to me. She would express herself on here in such a unique way, and since I want to grow up to be like her, i followed in her footsteps. i love her to death!
Check out her tumblr: fallingeversogracefully.tumblr.com
When i’m happy, it’s something along the lines of Jessie’s Girl, the Glee Cast Version. And when i’m sad, probably Vuelve by Ricky Martin or something? Umm, when I’m hyped, probably Warp 1.9 by The Bloody Beetroots and Steve Aoki..my brother got me into it. When i’m bored, definitely 500 Balazos by Voz de Mando, narco-corridos ALWAYS make me laugh..lol! Last but not least, when i’m mad, I’m Feeling Good by Michael Buble..the instrumentality is amazing!
of speaking up in a discussion class. Generally I’m real quiet and when I go to classes I’ll just stay put and be quiet the whole quarter. I’ll do my work, turn it in, and that’s about it. Maybe it was the adrenaline rush I got this morning from going to my first day at my job in the library (woot woot!) and finding out they have a huuuuge sci fi collection, or because I had to go aaaaall the way back to the dorms to get an assignment I had forgotten and was late to English because of it. Come to think of it, I’ve been late to English a few and that’s not good. But anyway, I actually knew the material for my geology class, which is called Earthquake Country, mind you, so I spoke up and I felt like the smartest person ever. I left early and walked out so confident, it was ridiculous!
How great is one’s own culture? seriously without it, i think i wouldn’t even have a thing to identify with. tonight my family drove up from victorville to accompany me in attending a cultural night on campus. there was ballet folklorico, groups singing in the styles of huapangos, jarocho, and even boleros, and at the end of the night, we had el mariachi reyna de los angeles. i got to listen to two different interpretations of “cucurrucucu paloma” and they were both spectacular, almost brought me to tears. the whole three hour experience was so beautiful and i can always say that i am proud of my culture when i witness performances like i did tonight. the atmosphere was spectacular, and of course the night wouldn’t have been complete if i had not done my grito. perhaps another thing that helped was having my family here with me. i didn’t realize how much i missed them or how much i really needed them. it was great to see my siblings and be able to talk to my mom. and now that they dropped me back off in my dorm, i miss them all over again. the good thing is that i’ll get to see them soon enough.
idk..i grew up watching batman cartoons and since forever he’s been my favorite super hero! he’s not a hero with fake powers, but with millions that he uses for what he thinks is good. to me, that’s admirable..even in a fictional character.